But unlike other 18 year old's I was very inexperienced when it came to anything sexual. I have been dating Kim. Kim had that classic girl next door l...ok to her and since we never had sex it was always on my mind. I use to fade off in the middle of class just day dreaming about how my first time would be and how loving me and Kim would be having made love for the first time. One day after school everything changed I had always try bring up the subject of sex with Kim but she would always say. Bill's stomach was still feeling normal, and this time he was able to actually finish his meal before heading up to make his nightly phone call.At the stroke of seven o'clock he dialed his home number and was greeted by the familiar voice of his wife after the second ring. She was very upbeat, and neither of them mentioned Bill's comment, about her having a boyfriend, that he'd made the night before.They talked for almost 10 minutes before it came time for them to end their call. This time it. " The shield wall is school enough. That's where I got my education." And do you suppose, My Lord, that you are the first warrior to fight a battle? Men have been fighting for thousands of years. The Romans conquered half the world and Great Alexander the other half. Could you not learn from them?" Did your father?" Indeed he did, My Lord. The moving shield wall is a Roman tactic, as is the founding of the Burghs. The Romans, too, built fortified places as the anchors for their armies." Men rot. I couldn’t watch anymore, tears filling my eyes. I ran to my room and threw my head on my pillow, sobbing uncontrollably. I could hear the men fuck my mother almost as if I was still in the room. My mother’s moans like nails on a chalkboard in my head. It felt like forever but finally, I heard the men leave our house, chuckling on the way out saying that they wished I would’ve joined in. I was so disgusted that I actually ran to the bathroom and got sick. I cleaned myself up and wiped away.