At seven, I want you to fix in your mind that you are determined to get laid tonight, and you don’t care if it is a man or woman, one person or many... At five, I want your body to feel this need, these desires. From that point onwards, your body will be driving your responses.’ At three, your younger self is going to take control, filled with your desire to get laid, filled with your need for intimacy and a good time. At one, your eyes will open and you will be the person who we speak of. When. The night dragged for me; I think I was more excited than Jan was in some ways. Luckily, as usual, the kids were angels and soon tucked up in bed sound asleep, so I poured myself a glass of wine to have with my belated dinner and tried to relax. It was difficult.I went to bed at the same time as last week and once again lay awake waiting for the sound of Sam's car. A little bit latter than last week, I saw the lights turn into our drive and heard the car pull up. One car door shut almost. I Have my phone they will ring if they need us, she lay back on the towel to enjoy the sun on her body, me and Pat chatted about this and that but mostly nothing, then I said to Pat I’m sure that’s my Paul coming up the beach I looked over to Helen but she seemed to be dozing, it is I waved until he noticed me, I looked again at Helen who still appeared to be dozing but now her legs were bent up and slightly open I presume for my husbands benefit when he got to us. He reached us and he couldn’t. " I wasn't speaking to you, Miss Young," barked the vice-principle. "I was asking Mr. Hayles to explain why he was staring in such a lewd manner at two of his classmates. A stare that he would no doubt have been mortified to be on the receiving end of himself."'Attack! Damn you! Attack! It's your only hope, ' screamed my mind as I stood there on the edge of collapsing in a heap."Who, may I ask said that I was staring in a lewd manner?" I demanded, my mouth springing into action at last and.