"Yes you do!" She said abruptly which started to get my back up. So I closed my eyes slightly and took a deep breath, when I opened my eyes again I sa... Sharon was watching me closely. "I'm sorry Paul, Elizabeth has already told me of your problem and she's asked me to monitor you." I nodded at her words; I knew that someone would be watching me.Billie-Jo looked up from the bed where she was sitting. "What's wrong with Master Paul?" She asked.I knelt by the bed and took her hand, "I have to. ..penis, aimed, peed, shook it off, and put it back like it was themost natural thing in the world. I didn't even have to think about it.I didn't even really CHOOSE to do it. Your body...my body...fuck Idon't know! THIS body just knew what to do, and did it. Do youunderstand me?"I didn't, but I tried to. "I don't know. I don't feel anything likethat. I feel like a lost invader. Like I'm almost detached fromreality." But as I spoke, I searched. And then found it. It waswithin me, and. Dil anjaane bhay se dhadak raha tha. Kabhi kabhi to lagta mai kisi anjane dal dal me dhansti ja rahi hoon. Mujhe is se bahar a jana chahiye. Magar sex ki adim bhookh mujhe apne irade se daga deti thi. In dino mai waha jati rahi thi. Magar jyada der nahin rukti. Ek din pahle jab wapas ane ke liye nikali to Ramola ne peechhe se awaj di”kal ka yaad hai na. Kal sham saat baje ek ko time diya hai. Time ka dhyan rakhna.” Maine ek baar sir hilaya aur wahan se bhag nikali. Saari raat sochte huye nikali. Just let me finish up this sale. My son can handle the rest.” And, with that, he finishes up with the customer he is currently waiting on and motions Ki Jung over to him. They engage in some polite talk as she unshoulders her pack. She then works to extract the poncho with the organs and brain. Then come the feathers, the tarps with the head and bones, and places them on the counter carefully.“Did you find this on your way into town, Miss Lee?”“Only if you mean it nearly killed me, but I came.