How could I feel both at once? Was I that messed up a person? I knew that there was no contest in who I wanted to be with; my sister was my only choic.... Amber was who I considered my true soul mate to be. I would give my life for her, and in a way, I already had.I was miserable because I felt caught between the two girls at the moment, and I couldn’t fix that in any way that I could devise. I wanted to be able to tell the whole world all about the love that I had found with Amber. I wanted to. Waking up the morning of the 25th, my mind was going a million miles a minute. I had my typing and anatomy finals that day, and then there was Grandfather flying into Atlanta while I was still in school.It didn’t help that I was worried about the possibility of Ellie being pregnant, or the cops taking me to jail for the stuff with Ms. Pallesen. Thankfully, Judo was on hiatus while they found a new space for class during the summer. I was going to drop Ellie off at her house after school, then. Have the equipment to make love to you." I looked down at the table top, totally humiliated and waiting for her to laugh at me or ridicule me, or worse, ask me what I meant. I'd have to tell her more, I knew she wouldn't let it go. But she did none of those things, no laughing, and no ridicule. What she did was move her hand from my thigh to my crotch and then she squeezed me, dick, nuts and all. I gasped in surprise. "I feel something down there Tim, are you telling me it doesn't get hard?". And i was kind of saddened by it as i felt that i actually wanted to continue.i stood up and steve laid back panting saying he was knackerd i could see he hard cock still popping up through his shorts and i just said fine and jumped on top of him and started dry humping at him but in the missionary position.steve just went with it and lifted his leags up, our cocks were pressing against each others as i grinded. steve reached down by back to my arse and started to push my pants off i raised up.