” I tried to explain.Anu could see just how sad I was and she couldn’t stay mad too long, because to tell the truth, she’s had less than pure th...ughts about both her boys.“It’s OK, I. Well, it’s not OK that you were sneaking around stealing panties and taking photos, but I do understand that a young man of twenty does think of sex an awful lot.”“What are the magazines about, I?”Taking them out of the drawer, I handed them to her without responding.Anu took the three of them and flipped through. She’s getting big enough now that I don’t pick her up all that much, but she still likes it. Right now, thank God, my mom takes care of Lucy while I’m in school, and I sure don’t know what I’d do if mom wasn’t able to do that. Actually, that’s not true: I do know what I’d be doing. I’d be on welfare and food stamps, with some crappy minimum wage job, trying to scratch out enough money for day care for Lucy, and I’d never be able to go to school to try to get ahead in life. ‘Hey, mom,’ I said,. Then one day, as we sat on the sofa together and everyone else was in another room, he put his arm round me, which wasn't unusual, but he was looking at me differently and was looking down at my boobs for sure. Instead of his usual tickling and messing about, he just started stroking my arm. After a while he started moving his hand up my arm, getting ever closer to my boobs. I just sat there and let him carry on, not knowing if he was after my boobs or not. Then very slowly, as he was stroking. My parents agreed to leave me home alone and gave me enough money to order food for two days till then they would return. All I had planned to do was rest, sleep and eat. As my parents left that morning I went back to sleep. At about 12 noon the door bell rang repeatedly. I hated the fact that I had to open the door but I didn’t knew then that God had other plans for me.When I opened the door I was only in my boxers and had the regular morning erection. I did not pay attention to it and.