So I started hunting for a bottom on the 1man gay app. After contacting 10 to 15 profiles that evening I came across a profile that had a place and wa...ted someone to ride him. He wasn’t online so around 6 to 6.30 pm I messaged him about me and how badly that I wanted him.He did not keep his picture on the profile. All I knew was he was 22 yrs old and a bottom and with the place. This was making me hornier and I was restless. At around 7 I got a ping and my phone vibrated.I jumped on it with. " My only response is "Yes Daddy." As soon as my fingers hit the top of the door he binds my wrist restraints to the van door with more rope. SHIT. I am stuck. I can barely move except enough to turn around if need be. The only sound I hear next is a simple "CLICK" which speaks volumes in my mind. I know exactly what that sound is. It's his work knife that never leaves his side. He began to shred my clothes to the ground. Tear by tear he has me standing there stark raving nude with just the. .." ... a direct action on the part of a deity." You SURE you're not crazy?" Nope. I worked a psych ward. Doctors all over the place. None of 'em ever looked at me and said 'You should be a client, not the staff.' Am I frightening my benefactor?" No, you KISSED your benefactor. Turned him into something else." A good something? Or a bad something?" A confused something. I'm trying to be all noble here..." And I recognize and appreciate that, Chuck. Wouldn't have been as much a quandary if you. Heknew. The first suicidal thoughts for months and I get picked upstraight away. I sighed. Is there no justice in the world?Melissa, who could see me from the other table, looked horrified. Iheard others at that table ask what was wrong, but she refused to bedrawn."I'm okay," I said quietly to Helen. "It's over now." After tea, you're going to see Rachel," she said firmly. I just hopedthe others didn't hear."We've got orchestra practice." Sod orchestra practice. You are going to see Rachel!".