Mary tried to reason with her but nothing worked. There had been talk of us tying the knot and having Mary as a live-in lover. I know Mary was thrille... at the prospect. I finally had enough and gave her an ultimatum, after which, she promptly answered in baby talk.I need an adult woman, not a two year old. Nearly a year passed and had Mary all to myself. Caroline made several scenes about staying with her mother while ‘blowing’ her off. A definite wedge was developing between mom and daughter.. My girlfriend Anna had arrived for my first (and only) conjugal visit with me. After having a wonderful night I returned to the deep dark recesses of cell life with Nate. "Ja enjoy fuckin' ya bitch?" Nate asked. I said nothing. "Next time, I'm gonna fuck her."Nate had gotten easier to live with over the first couple of months, but the beatings began again after my girlfriends visit. To stop getting pounded every night I asked her if she would see Nate. I explained he was violent, but she agreed. ? You hesitate, but a firm swat to your ass that leaves a bright red imprint of my hand and the quietly whispered warning that if you do not obey you will be forced into that position and that the punishment for not obeying me will be more severe weakens your resolve and you do as I command.? I then take two short lengths of cotton rope and tie each wrist to its ankle.? The bindings that you now wear are not tight enough to stop your circulation, but they are uncomfortably tight.? I produce a. I sensed that a boundary existed somewhere around there and that my proximity to it was making Mom a little tense. I definitely didn't want to spook her so I chickened out on my plans to smear the stuff over Mom's ass, especially those intriguing bulges at the bottom."Ok, you're ready," I said, standing back to admire my work."Well, now we'll see," Mom said, standing. She walked awkwardly to the studio as if she was covered in mud and I supposed that's what the stuff felt like as it dried. I.