When I was in the army, Susanne and I wrote and called each other often, at least for a while. Because I did not know where I would be stationed or wh...n I would get leave I encouraged her to date others. She said she did not want to, and would wait for me. I was lucky, and because of my fluent Spanish, I was assigned duty in Mexico City. After the first few months, the letters from Susanne slowed and finally stopped. I was a little hurt but figured she found someone and did not want to tell. Phone call from Barb instructing me to call Sara. That conversation resulted in me dropping off housekeys to Mom and Dad’s place as well as Mandy’s home.“We’re going to clear out the refrigerators and freezers,” the lady said. “Do you want anything?”“No, I don’t guess.”“Pantries. Canned foods and such will go to the food bank of their church.”“Makes sense to me,” I said.“And once that’s done, the next step is for you to remove or at least mark things you wish to keep. After that, we’ll set up. I was born when mother was only 15 and youngest brother was delivered at her age of 26 .We belong to middle class family and father was working in a medium size industrial establishment in a remote place. At age of 18 I entered in the Engineering college. Till that time I never read any sex book or even saw nude pics . Neither I hugged and fondled any female. Though at home I had often seen mother in semi nude condition in petticoat and bra but I never had any sexual feeling . At night I was. You are the last generation who spent childhood without television; instead, you imagined what you heard on the radio.With no TV until the 50’s, you spent your childhood “playing outside”.There was no little league. There was no city playground for kids.The lack of television in your early years meant, that you had little real understanding of what the world was like.On Saturday afternoons, the movies gave you newsreels sandwiched in between westerns and cartoons.Telephones were one to a house,.