One decision she’ll have to decide is if she tells John it’s not his baby and does she tell Dan?“I can imagine how beautiful our baby will be an... hope it’s a boy to go along with two girls. I’ll have to make up an excuse for John to wear a condom, though he hasn’t fucked me much since being with Karen so often.”“I’ve got a feeling that all this sexy fun is going to lead to a divorce for John and me and possibly Dan and Karen too but he’s the one who wanted to watch Dan fuck me and now I’m in. When the music started, it seemed thateveryone wanted to dance with her. She'd have a sweet memory to recall -one that would contrast to the bitter ones.At about eleven I tucked a very exhausted kid into bed. Her prayer thatnight included Mr. and Mrs. Stevens.I envied the women dressed in their summer gowns. Had Amanda not beenwith me, and the Stevens not on premises, I'd been twirling away in thegazebo in my yellow chiffon number.It'd been two months and two days since I'd last dressed. The. Do you understand the complexity of whatyou are asking for, the secrecy, the payments and then never mentioningthat you had any trip that lasted longer than a two week period?" Yes, yes I understand," Agnes followed."What type of program would you like then?" the researcher asked as hepicked up a note pad. But Agnes hesitated."You know, we are quite confidential, especially now with an extendedproject. Tell me what you'd like, and tell the truth. It's importantto get your vacation exactly. Even the next morning, I woke up to find Chad’s body still pressed against mine. I loved just lying there, watching him sleep, feeling his chest slowly rising and falling.Eventually, of course, duty called. Once Chad got up, we made our way downstairs to celebrate Christmas morning. Mrs. Collins had laid out breakfast in the family room, with coffee, croissants, and a bunch of other stuff. I tried to gauge if she’d wiped down that table or if she had any idea what Chad and I had done there..