“But he still has moments when he reacts badly because of that insecurity.”“When was the last one?” Jessica asked.Elyse smiled at me, and I no...ded. I was pretty sure what she was going to say.“About a year ago, twice. The first one was when Alice found out about Penny and Steve, and I thought he was so depressed that he’d go sit on a park bench and freeze to death. The second one was the day Bethany moved to Chicago. They had a minor tiff about church, and he walked away from her and tried to. We were told by the hostess to make ourselves at home and slip out of our clothes when we felt ready, we were handed a lockable bag to put our things into and shown where to store them till later. Karen and I made our way around the couples already there to see which of them we knew and having met a few that we were acquainted with we sat and chatted until I suggested we strip for action. It did not take Karen long to remove her three items of clothing and she urge me to hurry up so she could. "She looked up at me, "You really think so?" Yes honey. You haven't lost them yet. They still have time to turn from their lives and follow Jesus. If they die before then, then we have lost them. Until then, there is still time." Ok. Thanks dad." I continued to hold her and she seemed to take comfort from it."Hey, can I get some of that too?" Amber said coming into the kitchen.Brenda and I looked at her then open an arm to her and she came to us and we made it a three way hugfest. If I could go. It has always been my fondest wish to watch Carol in bed with another man, and she has always said that some day she will do it for me. In fact, she had one day shown me a list of who she was going to do and in what order she was going to do them. But she has steadfastly refused to be the first one to break our marriage vows. If it ever happens, it will have to be because I was the first to have sex outside our marriage. The trouble is that I have absolutely no interest in having sex with.