May be, she had prepared so much for this date, she got tired. I was never prepared for this kind of date. I thought of a classical dinner with her fa...ily. I had a Shirt, and a pant with shoes, which I didn’t take off. Her body was so soft. She slept naked with me.I was so happy that she trusts me so much, that I hold so much importance tonight in her life. Which female sleeps completely naked in the arms of a guy who is not her boyfriend officially till now. All this means is that she trusted. In every dream, I knew that it was I who had killed him, even if I’d had no direct connection with the horrors that had been the cause of his traumatic deaths. I would beg his dead body for forgiveness, and never receive it. I was interrupted from my agitated sleep by the telephone ringing. I awoke with a sob, trying to strangle it in the back of my throat. My face felt tight from the dried tears that had trickled down them before I fell asleep. I considered letting the machine pick up the. He didnt try pulling my pants down for awhile. When I turned 10, I guess he thought that was all I needed. The night of my birthday, while we were in bed, he started playing with my clit again. But then instead of starting to finger me, he pulled my pants down and climbed on top of me. This time I didnt hold my legs closed. I wanted to know what was going to happen. He lined his dick up, and with one shove, he was all the way inside me, to the hilt. I felt so much pain, but I was so accustomed. I was hotter than ever before and we ended up fucking all night long. Since then we start watching mostly anal porn before sex and I finally asked him if he want to fuck me in the ass and he said only if I want him to. I said I do but I was scared it will hurt, so he said if we take our time and do it right it will be bearable the first couple of time then just pleasure. That night he started by liking my asshole, I felt bit tense at first but then I relaxed and started to love the sensation..