Meine Eltern schlugen mir mal vor, als Tagebuchvon nun an den Computer zu verwenden. Ob das auf Dauer dieIdealloesung sein wird, das bezweifle ich eig...ntlich schon jetzt. Sicher, soSpielchen wie PGP und so, die sind eigentlich ganz nett. Jedenfalls sichererals das kleine Vorhaengeschloesschen meines Tagebuchs. Das oeffne ichnaemlich seit einiger Zeit mit einer Bueroklammer.Da sitze ich jetzt vor einem laermenden Kasten und tippe auf den Tastenherum. Irgendwie nicht so ganz toll. Wenn ich da an. For the first time in her life, Jade was unable to sate her problems with booze. Jade spent almost the whole day downstairs, not wanting to go into her room and be assaulted with more memories. That was where they made love. That was where they laughed and kissed and cuddled. It was also where she felt a happiness she even imagined as he made her feel like a whole new girl.Jade was planning to just sl*ep on the couch, but it smelled like Gibby and she couldn't imagine having that smell waft. I couldn't believe my eyes when she returned. She was wearing the sexiest white robe. It was made of a heavy, soft, cottony material and was full length, so I couldn't tell if she was wearing anything underneath. When I saw her I said, "Wow, you look spectacular." She got the cutest grin on her face and did a little flirtatious spin as if she were a model. I wanted to fuck her brains out then and there.I was sitting on the couch in front of the fire place and gave her the drink I prepared for. My mom asked if she wanted to sleep with her grandma in my sister’s room or sleep in my room. At first I thought she was going to say my sister’s room, but she said my room. It was cool too, since we then spent the first night talking about our childhood and reminiscing and laughing while I slept on the floor of my room, and she slept on my bed. The second night, we did pretty much the same thing, talk late into the night about all sorts of stuff. Somewhere along the line she was talking about.