He told me that Brauer told him I had agreed to actually have sex with him on film, to ‘make the scene more believable.’ That was what Brauer told...Carl that I had said.”Ellen interrupted. “Wait, you are saying that Brauer told Carl Enders that you were willing to actually have sex during the filming of the movie?”“Yes! He totally flat out told that to Carl. He said that Brauer told him that since I had been sleeping with almost everyone I ever made a movie with in the past and virtually. I had felt tremendous feelings of pleasure and willed that night, that short hour, to never end. The pain, the longing desire, knowing it would end was unbearable. Instead, I just lived in the moment and enjoyed every second. No planning, no thinking about it, no analyzing, just taking in the moment. It was like giving in to the car that has spun out of control and is a lost cause to recover. Just closing your eyes and thinking I might as well have fun until it’s over… I was now feeling the. I never wanted to have kids! I wish they were never born!"I couldn't control myself and violently yanked her off of my dick by her hair. I didn't say anything but I am sure the air sizzled around my head. Letting go of her hair, I took deep breathes to even out my breathing and cool my temperature. From what I understood of the effect of my controlling seed, Ann could not help but tell me the truth. I couldn't believe that she meant that, I just couldn't."Ann, do you mean that? That you wish. I've lost count of the number I've times I've read it through. Settling back in the chair I look around, the empty silence outside my little circle of light reminds me that I'm alone, aroused and have hours 'til anyone is expected home. Glancing back at the monitor I smile reliving the highlights of the story just briefly before coming to a decision. Shrinking the story down to the lower half of the screen I open up a few of her pictures arranging them story board like across my screen. Her.