Healso didn't want any questions about him being in the store so he triedthe "I was driving by" trick. Things did not work out as Chris planned.Laura,...instead of looking shocked or embarrassed, got a slight grin on herface."Now that you bring that up, Chris, I have nothing to be embarrassedabout. Those young ladies attend Stevens College and are in a dramaproduction. I was shopping for props with them. But, you did not see medriving by. I saw you in the store Chris, and I saw what you had in. I got to know people online and we would get together when we could andget loaded on cheap cider, dress together and play around; nothing toobad but I had my first kiss with a boy and I sucked my first cock inthose sessions.At 18 I left school, found a job in an insurance office and hated it.However, it meant I could move away from home. I could be in boy mode atwork and then get back to the one room place I was renting and couldbecome the girl I wanted to be. Occasionally, I would go out. It’s a little after one and I know I have to get up early to see Daniel. However, I have a sleepless night, tossing and turning. The dreams I have are of my Owl and can’t get him out of my head. I don’t dream about simple things, but things I never saw him as. Like mine, not like mine as a friend, but more. It leaves a funny feeling between my legs. The sun bursts into my room, waking me up as I groan lightly. I’m tired and feel as though I didn’t get a wink of sleep. I decide to take the. The good ones, the bad ones, and everything in between. I listened each and every song and cried the entire time. He even included my voice in several of his tracks. I'm flattered, but also pissed... why now? After so long, why is he dredging all of this up? Is he doing this just to fuck with me?Well, it's working. After nearly an hour of his songs taking me for a ride on an emotional roller coaster, I miss him. I miss his raspy voice, his mop of curly hair, the smell of his Gucci cologne. I.