Susan said, "Jimmy when we are alone you will not wear pants orunderwear around the house, do you understand?" Susan also said" You willnot be allowed...to close the door to your bedroom or the bathroom you willhave no privacy, do you understand and agree?" The boy with downcast eyessaid quietly "Yes I agree". "If you misbehave I will spank you on your bare ass, regardless who may bepresent". Susan said "Also anytime you are in the house without your pantson, you will keep your legs separated at. By this time everyone was drunk and talking nonsense to each other.Vince got angry and told Nancy that he is going to bed and they will talk later. He then got up but filled down, so I had to help walk him to there room. When I got back the girls were still chatting about this sex stuff and laughing and giggling a lot. I said ok enough lets get back to playing games and finish this bottle of liquor and go to bed. We finished the bottle of liquor and stopped playing cards. I got up and started. .for all I know I end up in the bathroom, sitting in the corner and getting golden showers from three guys....so, yes, you have to trust me on my 5. term." Ok", I nodded....and we cuddled up, just lying there for a while.The days went by, sleep, eat, work and everyday life. I like everyday life. Getting up early, drink coffee and watch the sunrise. But honestly, my mind was not "relaxed" these days....I sort of felt trapped.....what if I told the guys "too much"...? What if my wife was testing. I had no ideawhere it came from. I guess that the products that I was selling wereabout natural beauty, and my make up was about showing off my bestfeatures rather than painting some on. My clothes were about showing theshape that I had developed, and favoured my surroundings ? color, floralpatterns, lace trimmings.There was no trace of who I had once been anywhere in my look. And I wasglad of it.Ben was a regular visitor, and it became clear that he was interested inme ? sexually or.