I realized the my fingers were on her bra strap she didn’t respond so I took the liberty I was moving my fingers over her straps on the back, I coul... feel her Goosebumps. It was our stop to get down and the crowd was pushing us I lost balance and I fell on her back. I could feel my penis hitting her ass I touched her waist I couldn’t control myself and finally we got down. We walked very close to each other for every step we brushed against each other.We went to a restaurant sat next to each. You will put this 2 lb. exercise weight in my hands.What's the purpose of that?As I'm hanging, I'll black out, causing me to drop the weight,I'll black out in less than 2 minutes.When the weight falls that will be your cue to unlock the rope and lower me back down.Any questions?You'll black out? You won't choke?there might be some choking, but I'll pass out because the noosewill cut off the blood flow to my brain.Why didn't I black out?Because the noose didn't tighten all that much,becuase you. .But today you have nothing but a 20 dollar bill, and she wearnt getting that!You walk the tunnel with your head purposly staring down at your shoes, perhaps she won't notice today? Well chance will be a fine thing! Your heels were clip clopping the concrete floor as you strided through. You come to a complete stop when you are obstructed by the tunnel lady. Without looking up you kindly suggest "Excuse me" She wasn't moving and did not respond. You slowly lift your head a make eye contact with. The golden girl was no more. As I left the trading room, I knew that I would never be going back. I never went home that evening. I phoned my husband and said that I was staying over with Dee and her family. There was just one place I needed to be. My brand new Ferrari with my personalised number plates would have to be returned because I was buying it on credit terms. I think it took about two hours to reach my destination. The place where I had spent my happiest times.The field where I went.