The next morning I rode the Honda Trike to the store where I bought a faucet cap. It would prevent the pipe from dripping until the plumber came to re...ove the line supplying water to the pipe which I had used for the cold water supply.I went to the circuit breaker box and tripped the circuit to the camper. Then I read on the internet how to remove the wiring to my camper. It took almost a half hour before I was satisfied that it was safe. All that was finished before the tow truck arrived to. There was an empty bottle of wine that lay shattered against the locked door. I didn’t know why I had locked it. No one would be coming to see me, to save me. This was my own personal hell, created for and by me. This is where I would live, the monstrosity of pain that I had built on trying to be what no one really wanted. I had not eaten for days. The hunger pangs had stopped long ago. I was starving, but on many levels which had nothing to do with food. The starvation sank deep into my bones. I have devised a plan. Will it work or will it all turn out to be just terribly embarassing for us both...? I have to try it...if I don't I will always wonder what may have happened if I hadn't been so unsure of myself. She is wearing a short nylon overall. I have been told that she wears this short overall to turn on the k**s who play football outside her door. Here goes... I go over to her and ask if she will do me a favour. "Yes, of course." she says. I tell her that I have a video that. Look, Honey, you may not be able to understand this, but some people LIKE to be bossed around. It takes the load off their shoulders. They do as their told, and they don't worry about the consequences -- it's all in the boss man's hands. If they're told to do something exciting that they would never have the guts to do on their own, that's even better. That's where Karen is. She does what I tell her -- willingly -- in return for my protection and some excitement. If I tell her to do wild and.