I don't care if they're real or not. But they need to be loud. It needs to look like you're having an orgasm."I've seen a couple of pornographic movie.... I wasn't so stupid that I didn't know by now what this was all about. I remembered those scenes where the women made all that noise as they obviously faked one orgasm after another. I figured I could do that. It wouldn't be the first time I faked an orgasm.The woman who ran off with the peignoir returned with a little pair of black panties, my. I had a lover upstairs, more than a lover. A friend, a companion who was turning into more.The man I love.And my place was with him, in bed beside him. No longer tormented by the what could have beens or what should have beens. Letting someone else in isn't a sign of weakness or disloyalty. By choosing to live, I honor my wife and daughter.I finished my drink and walked up the stairs and through the house, into the bedroom. Tony blinked sleepily and reached for my hand."You okay?" Despite his. I need to get everything we discussed last night, onto my computer, so I can go back to Jessica with the results. I want to nip this in the bud, right away, so we can take our vacation. I will call you to let you know how things work out. After this little screw-up of hers, I think we will take that three week vacation ... no, maybe a whole month off."Mom came over to me and kissed me goodbye and headed toward the door."Remember to get dressed before the girls see you like that," she said. Go peddle your time-worn-wares at another door, brother. I’m not buying them any longer.’ ‘Your fate is foretold, escape it thy shall not.’ Spinning the stool back around, aggravated, I rose up till I was in his angelic face. ‘Oh was it? Tell me, when was that? Exactly what day of the week? Or what year, can you give me that?’ I leaned back looking at his face. ‘You can’t can you? None of you can, not even Father. Do you not know why? You are all puppets in a play. We thought we were the ones.