Kristina Winston was nice too. Sweet, warm, outgoing, vivacious. Perfect for Ben. He was instantly lost and I was instantly happy for him, but not as ...appy as Teddy Seville was three days later. She practically launched herself into my arms when I saw her."Ben has a new girlfriend," She gushed between kisses."Officially, I don't know that for sure, but based on the practical reality of what I do know? Absolutely." I heard it was one of those love at first sight moments at Kara Solomon's party.". I took a new interest in how shirts fell over breasts, how jeans and shorts hugged asses, bangs hung around cheeks and eyes. There was no denying that I was now interested in girls. Only a week or two after that night, witnessing Margie and my mom, my desire for women was in full flame. The funny thing is that I was deathly afraid of what my mom would think. Although she herself was a lesbian, her parents didn’t know and it was something that she didn’t tell anyone. It was a total secret. She. To: JPB 10/21/07That's it?????? No comment at all about the incredible week I had??? I'm disappointed! I thought we would have a lot to talk about.And the best ... the VERY best ... I lost 4 POUNDS!!!!! I weigh in every week at the "Y" after swimming and I couldn't believe it! I guess eating right, avoiding alcohol, keeping busy and balling my tushy off is a great weight loss plan. Wait ... let me think ... I didn't eat right, I certainly indulged in the booze and I wasn't all that busy ... it. When I was watching her boobs, she suddenly see on my face and drop herself from bed, I go near to her for take her. The she put her arms on my shoulder and her tight shirt was snatched by her armpit to her half waist. Her white breast becomes visible, I drop her on her bed and put blanket on her, then she drop the blanket and call me, and take my hand sit me beside her on bed.I pull me herself like she wanted to say something in my ear. I go down I suddenly she drop my face on her tumbling.