I used my free hand to grab his balls and gently tug on and fondle them. He moaned a little and looked up at the ceiling. "Look at me." I said. Travis...seemed surprised but looked into my eyes. I smiled at him and slipped his cock into my mouth and sucked. "Fuck." He said and threw his head back. I sucked harder and took him deeper and he moaned more and more. "I...fucking..love..you..fuck!" He said between heavy breaths. "Baby...I'm going to cum." He said, he was more out of breath now. "Baby?. I secretly gay (so is my cousin I didn’t know). I’m 19 I’m am uni I am not virgin as I had sex with my bi friend but he broke up with me . I came for the summer I told to go to my cousin house to babysit. I didn’t as he normally doesn’t bother me he normally his friend in his room. I got there as parent were about to leave they told me they ordered pizza and gave me the money for it.My cousin and friend had the pizza and went back to their room normal. My cousin friend and my cousin look I. His arms closed around me as he said, "What's the matter Kimmy?"The whole story poured out of me, the massage, the trip to the room for the hot oil, the mating everything. I felt absolutely terrible. Jim merely stroked my back and held me close as the tears continued. Finally as I calmed down a bit I heard his voice, "Kimmy, I have a confession to make too." He then told me all about his night with Wendy and the day with Pam."Was this my Jim?" I wondered. I looked into his eyes and was amazed. I went to live in my parent’s basement after my dad converted it into a decent apartment. ‘With my mother babysitting for me, I got a job. Feeling sorry for myself, and thinking my marriage was over, I had several affairs. The first…’ I interrupted her. ‘You sure you want me to hear this? I mean, it’s personal and all…’ ‘I want to tell you, Ned, I really do.’ I nodded my acquiescence and she began again. ‘I’d been at a small party. Actually I was over at my girlfriend’s house. We were drinking.