" Hazard leaves this afternoon -- oh, but she has now committed a murder in the jurisdiction of My Lord the Chief Justice, he will now be able to try ...er in Cape Town."I returned to to Hazard and informed Ramsey that we would not now be having the pleasure of Eloise de La Zouche's company."Damn and blast! The carpenter's mate has only just finished making her a bunk, and extra shelving." Well I'm sure Hunter and I will be grateful for the new facilities."He gave me an irate look, so I thought. He looked out the window and waved. After a few minutes he come out the sliding door towards the pool. I felt self conscious being in my bikini. This was the first time he had seen me like this. I wanted to impress him but he was a full grown man now. Im sure he had seen much more beautiful women than me. I was just a girl. He probably had any woman he wanted. Did I mention he was beautiful? I got anxious as he walked over to me but tried my best now to show it. Hay Loos he said as he bent over. I moved to my bed, sitting down and opening the side drawer, pulling out my little companion and its lubrication. I can’t have him, but I can still dream. Dream this one last time before I grieved and try to let it all go. Squirting the fluid on the tip, I watch if slide around. How I would love to have tasted his cock, just once. To kiss his body all over, and have his mouth on mine. To feel the heat of his breath pressing against my skin. I lay back against the pillows, one hand playing with. ”They seem to buy it; my sister has a wide grin. “What the hell you talking about!” I whisper angrily to her.“Mom might have been sleeping but I wasn’t!”I stare blankly down at the bowl, looking up at Diane. She’s too busy chatting away with my mom and Carla. Not even a sideway glance towards me. “Please don’t tell mom!”“Oh, I won’t little brother, or not so little brother, I hear!” She stands up, leaning down by my ear “this will cost you” she smirks as she picks up breakfast. She says goodbye.