The stars are lining up. But it's not a done deal. And this resource is precious and rare. The last thing I wanted to do was blow it by doing the wron... thing.What was agonizing was that I didn't know what the wrong thing was.I sat there until the sun was too bright to be comfortable to my eyes. I stood up just as the guy who delivers the paper came driving slowly up the street, slipping papers into the blue plastic boxes attached to the mailbox posts. I walked out and he handed mine to me with. And she said he asked if she was Lisa'ssister, but she didn't answer.So, I don't know why I did it. Just real dumb or something, and tomorrowwe meet with him and his 'rent.But, at least, Daddy will be home tomorrow!! He gets in about twelve ifhis planes on time, but he still has to go to his office and to thehospital some too, so I won't see him 'til dinner time. I ordered stuffto do stuffed chicken breast for his dinner, because did you know you canorder that stuff online? We do it mostly,. Ich wollte keineGeheimnistuerei machen. Es ist doch schliesslich nichts Schlimmes,wenn ich ein Kleid trage, oder? Ich wollte akzeptiert werden, so wieich bin, so wie ich mich fuehle. Dass ich seit dem R.-Ausflug vonPapa als sein kleines Maedchen, seine Karin gesehen werde, das sollauch jetzt noch niemand erfahren. Das ist ein schoenes Geheimnis,kein belastendes. Vielleicht sage ich's mal so, das ist ein suessesGeheimnis. Mama und Klaus gegenueber ist es natuerlich keins,schliesslich lege ich. So she let it go. This went on for some time and then my sister got a room of her own. This broke my heart. Now I was sleeping with my mom and dad and soon I turned my attention to my mom. But it wasn’t long before my mom felt it was uncomfortable to sleep with me and sent me to my sister’s room.But here our beds were separate, so I couldn’t continue with my cuddles and soon my sister was sent to college.For the next few years, we didn’t see a lot of each other. When she finally returned home,.