‘I— there’s a job in—’ ‘Yes,’ he said, interrupting her, ‘Ruth told me all about the job, but you have a job, Ivy and you’ve said yo...rself it’s your dream job, so why would you give it up for some casual landscaping?’ She squirmed, it was obvious she hadn’t expected him to follow her, hadn’t anticipated having to justify her actions. She took a deep breath. ‘I couldn’t stay Richard, me and you, it was never going to work, we’ve got nothing in common. I left school at fifteen without any. I get so nervous whenever I'm near agirl, I can hardly talk to one except for my Mum, but she's my Mum.Maybe this is some sort of sign? Am I supposed to get over my fear andtalk to these girls over the fence? I don't think I could do that, at least, I don't think I could start theconversation. Maybe one of them will want to talk to me? That would work,I think. That way I'll be too scared to run away from talking to them,since they'll just hate me for it, wont they? I would have to talk to them,. .. if you piss your panties and give them to me.” Nothing shocked me anymore. Plus I needed my post-sex piss anyway. “Sure. I always need a leak after sex.” “And let me watch.” “Didn’t think I was going to do it alone, did you?” “The socks too... you wore them when you were at school right?” “Of course.” “Great... Take them off now. I’ll wank in them later.” I pulled my socks off, their frilled edges spoke of an innocence long lost. “Enjoy.” Graham took out an old newspaper from his. “That is all part of the fun we have ahead. Exploring each other physically and mentally, discovering things we didn’t know, even discovering things that the other one didn’t know about themselves. Sex isn’t just, insert digit A into hole B, it’s the whole mind and body experience.“Like a story or a play, the scenery can be crucial, like here. Sometimes there’s an audience or reader, just knowing they are there can enhance the experience.”“Wow! I really don’t know my little brother.” I felt.