Or a daughter with ice blue eyes and long blonde hair to succeed me in youth and beauty and ... Wisdom perhaps? My thoughts faltered and my willpower ...ith them. I dropped the condom with a gentle splash and flushed quickly, turning my face away so I wouldn't see it swirling out of sight forever."Good girl." My husband stood in the doorway and I looked down, hiding the guilt that burned in my cheeks."I was raped! It isn't fair! I didn't do anything wrong!" The girl was young, still in high. It was rocky and difficult and I watched as thewagons lurched and the wheels scraped against the rocks strewing thepaths. I had not brought enough clothing and as I had put what I had onmy daughter I began to feel the cold on our way up to the pass but soonthe trail began to slope down and it became warmer and suddenly, betweentwo mountainous masses, I could see the great inland sea before me.As we carried on our journey Menissa's manner made me uneasy and I askedher if something was wrong.. When I nearly finished showering he came back, with a small basket of cream and other things. He helped me drying off and told me to lay down on the bed, in that meantime he took shower. I was lying down on my belly and waiting what would happen. He came out of the shower dried himself of and started massaging my legs with cream, I prefer cream the oil, less sticky. He did it quite good going up my legs to my buttocks, up and down. Suddenly he put more cream on my buttocks which run down to my. ". We stayed together for another 15 years during which she never trusted me, and than she withdrew again. This time was different; she did not want to be touched. I would call home and get no answer, the next night, she would tell me she was shopping the night before. Then one night, I called she told me that she had been shopping the night before and was going to bed early, but when I called home 2 hours later there was no answer. I always believed her. The second time she withdrew, I became.