There were a few names listed in my diary, only their first names, but most entries were like: three guys at the mall, guy from the park, guy from nex... street over, shit like that. Often at parties I'd lose count of how many there were and sometimes got confused as several fucked me more than once. I tried my best to record accurately how many times I'd fucked but failed miserably. My life was once again out of control.Then I met Steve that summer. He moved into Rachael's old house and I'd see. . that feels so wonderful — you know what we have to do, don't you?" Yes, Daddy, I know!"She raised herself up and moved forward, closer to me. She had me in her hand and positioned herself right above my tip. I grabbed her waist, causing her to let go of me, and pushed up into her, causing her to gasp and moan. Not being as strong as I once was, I let go of her and she dropped straight down, impaling herself on me, and giving out a wordless moan."Ruthie, I'm certain I'm shooting blanks these. Rose knew better than not answer her mother, and with her eyes on Sam, she began to quietly explain “that Sam had never penetrated her except by vibrator and hand, and though she had begged at times to have Sam take her with the strap on, it had never happened!” eyes swivelled to Sam once more and the woman red as a pillar box now said she “was scared of hurting her lover, having heard those things from my mother`s room! Reb was about to say something but Mum got their first, “You don’t know. "I'm sorry," Rachel offered sympathetically as she watched the older man clear his throat several times and wipe at his eyes with the back of his hand."No, no, that's okay," he waved off with more than a little embarrassment. "Oh, man, that one snuck up on me all of the sudden," he finally explained with a cough, followed by a large sigh.The swish of fabric and the creak of the hall floor let them know they were no longer alone. Rachel glanced over at the door, only to see Melissa's mother,.