Had I been more calculating I might have taken a lover and so got with child and passed it off as his. But by the time I considered this it would have...been clear to one and all. By then my husband knew where the fault lay. Our always intermittent sexual relations had tailed away to nothing.When he died on a cold November night I was once again without resources despite our near sixteen years of marriage. My daughter was away at a young ladies establishment in Dorchester so I did not even have. He said that if I’d hurry he would lock the door and wait outside. I decided that it was worth it to save time before going to meet my husband after he got off work. I entered the men’s shower and removed the large bath sheet covering my naked little body. I got under the soothing, hot spray and as I soaped up I became more than just a little turned-on thinking about all the nubile young jocks and studs that had washed their buffed, muscle-bound forms in that very same shower before. .where did you get it from ?”Jan replied “Oh this...it belongs to Elle she allowed me to borrow it for the night to see if I like it as I am thinking of buying one for myself”As Chris sat on the edge of her bed and Janelle stood in front of him he looked up at her “You should get one for sure you look sexy wearing it” and as he look up towards her he notice that the top half wasn’t zipped up and as he looked further “Wait...you not wearing anything under that puffer ?”As Janelle looked down at. I then sat straight down and fully impaled myself onto his immensely thick long cock. 'Holy fucking hell... what the hell was that?' I felt another sensation of pain, like I was getting a cock into me for the first time, like a virgin. It felt out of this world. I sat there for ages and savoured the moment.I never wanted to get off; I needed that and to actually have a live cock as it throbbed away in my pussy, felt… I don’t know, I couldn’t put it into words… absolutely amazing, wonderful,.