To survive such repeated brutal experiences, those who have been there,(and readers, I am one!) slowly learn to try and get themselves 'outsidetheir o...n bodies'; to somehow escape from the body and therefore escapefrom the immediate pain. The hurt then comes later when you are, (thatis if your still alive,) recovering. The immediate advantage during thebeating is that your body somehow becomes apparently inured to the painand you don't scream or squeal as your attacker would normally expect.By. Nothing happened that night, and we retired for the evening. Next morning, we had breakfast together and then headed for our appointment. The meeting was a great success, and the employer signed on for Sheryl's services. We hit the road for home, with some mutually-enjoyed music on the car stereo. It was a great 24+ hours with her, and I felt very good.About 1/2 way home, she asked me to pull off the road. I did so, having not asked why she made the request. We were in a fairly isolated area,. . And she always made me eat, gargle, and swallow every load my sissy pathetic clity made. Because that is the only way Sissy's can make more cum... I would be forced in to imagining my mind being fucked by cocks every second of the day! I only dream about being a gay little abused faggot sissy... I need my life to transition in to being a little fuckdol whore. But I never ever thought about humiliating and exposing myself to the scary outside world! All that changed when my demon disappeared.I. He had no trace of hair around his dick and balls. His scrotum wasplump and smooth and his little cut prick was smaller than my thumb. Itwas amazing to be able to run my hands freely all over the little boy andfor him to want more as he twisted and turned in my hands.I need to come and I pulled brutally out of the boy twisting him aroundand between my legs so that his face was immediately in front of my dick."Cover my face with your cum daddy. I want to watch your thick cum spurtout all over me.