. and oh my, it felt just so good. For some reason it just felt way better than any of the sessions she’d had with Kate Terrence’s brother and fat...er. Jessie Harper had no idea as to why this was so but then she probably wasn’t trying too hard to figure it out either ... not right now anyway. All she knew was that having Bjorn make love to her right now felt like the very first time. Whether or not it was didn’t matter - it just felt so incredibly good - right up until the moment of the. "Paul, you and I know loneliness like few people do. It's an understanding between us. We know what hurts the most—and what makes the pain go away."What Marge said was so true. She had actually made him feel a little better, despite what he said. She said what he was thinking. They touched each other in that way. Paul guessed that it was a kind of therapy for Marge, too."Paul, let me make it easier for you," she whispered. "You shouldn't be alone tonight. Let me stay with you." Marge, I don't. In a sense, I think she replaced the closeness I’d had with Lucy, after she died. I didn’t intend for her to do that. It just happened.Sitting in a jail cell gives you time to think. Upon reflection, I’ve remembered some things that, at the time, didn’t mean a lot, but with hindsight were important. They don’t go in any real order. I just remember them happening. So I’m just going to put them on paper. It might seem a little disjointed, and it certainly doesn’t provide a narrative that. Mujhe meri gaand suji huyi lag rahi thi…Wo mere paas aakar lete aur mujhse lipat gaye…Rat ka karib 3 baj chuka tha….Ham dono thak ke ek dusre se chipke huye so gaye….Subh karib 12 baje meri neend khuli….Par mujhse utha nahi ja raha tha….Meri choot aur gaand dono me swalling thi….Unka lauda bhi suja huwa tha….Unki chamdi bhi nikal chuki thi…Sham tak ham dono sote rahe…Tab jakar ham dono normal huye…Mai uth kar apne kapde pehanne lagi to unhone mujhe mana kiya…Bole meri jaan ye 2-3 din bus u hi.