You'll fly a week from Thursday in the morning, and take a cab to Airborne Intake Friday, I'll put you up in transient quarters that Thursday night." ...hanks, Sergeant Hauptmann, I really appreciate it."17:50 Tuesday, July 16th, 1991Sonoma Valley Inn550 W Second St, Sonoma, CA 95476"Hi, Sandy. It's Deb, Barbara Harding's secretary. The tailors called me today to say they'd shipped everything, but they didn't make the cutoff for Ben's uniform. It'll be here Thursday. If you could meet me tomorrow. I arrived early so I waited on her front steps before ringing the bell, eagerly awaiting whatever Shasha had in store for me today. Although Shasha liked to do things in a particular way and only occasionally varied from the routine she had established with me. I was OK with that, because even though I wasn’t expecting anything new, Shahsa was great at making me please her and allowed me to be pleasured as well. . I am a gay bottom for some years now. Having experienced the wonderful feeling it is hard to turn back for me. Off late I am getting more and more engrossed in the feeling and my ultimate fantasy. To be like a woman, dress up and get fucked by my man. Here’s an account of my mating with my fucker.Off late I am having a strong desire to get fucked like a gal. I got aroused reading all the gay and cross dressing sex stories. Generally I fantasize about having sex with a guy dressed up fully as a. I held your hand when I wanted to sleep with you. Well, I still do, but we both know that ain’t ever going to happen, no matter how much either of us wants it. I’m married, and can’t do that to Jason and you would never do it to him, neither.”“You’re right on all accounts, Peaches,” I said.“That don’t mean we can’t sit in the sauna naked, though!” she giggled.“Can I ask you something?”“How can I laugh and be happy? What’s the alternative? Mope around? Go sit in a rocking chair with a quilt on.