It’s been a while since you’ve had a man’s touch, a man’s affections… that filled feeling when a penis stretches you open and pushes deep wi...hin you. Your mind wanders several times a day to your own private fantasy world. Your pussy lips swell, your nipples harden and the juices run from your hole down the crack of your ass. All it would take is a few touches of your own fingers, circling your burning clit to cause your breaths to shorten and your muscles to tense as your orgasmic ride begins.. Alex and I played together, making tireless, lissome love until dawn. We kissed and hugged each other tightly and whispered the sweet and silly things that lovers do. We stayed in bed until almost noon. Your body's experience guided the situation. It was as natural as if I had years of lusty lovemaking with men. He would never know that it was my body's first time. Alex joked about my husband. What awful things you told him about him, I mean me! I hoped that you didn't mean any of that. You. I wasn’t accustomed to seeing respect in the eyes of adults. Fourteen year old boys don’t get much in the way of respect. Aretha Franklin said it best. Her desire to feel like an equal with her lovers was much akin to my desire to be seen as a person instead of a damaged child.We kept covered and I waited for the explosion.“Terry ... I’ve known for weeks that you and Deirdre have been lovers. You might not understand how special that makes you. My daughter hasn’t let another man near her since. No longer sure she had shagged Dale.I wasn’t concerned about the humiliation and punishment now. Claire, who had upset a friend so much. Sarah didn’t take her revenge properly like I tried, but it was her I wanted. I wanted to fuck Claire. I should feel bad, but I wanted to fuck Claire. I fingered myself again and got the vibrator out of the tool bag and used it on myself. Trying not to moan. “Big D... Big D... have you put that vibrator on…Big D.”Fuck. A part of me still wanted to keep up the.