‘Sorry…’ Richard pleaded. There was pain in his voice and I could see his hand shaking a bit. I hated myself at that moment. I just couldn’t s...op myself from being me. ‘Sorry? You throw coffee on me, fuck up my whole day and all you can say is sorry?’ My voice carried venom. I saw my marketing dreams disappearing. My best clothes were ruined. My shitty job would remain my shitty job. I kept being me. ‘You’re an asshole!’ Richard’s eyes were blinking fast. I could see he wanted to run, but he. Meanwhile, his trying to get my cock out of my pants had me on the verge of cumming. I told him I was going to cum very soon if he kept his hand on my cock. He stopped, then told me to put my cock back in my pants and follow him. By that time, his cock finally got hard in my hand but he pulled it from my hand and shoved it back in his pants. Trying to put a hard cock back into your tight pants was harder then taking it out. I basically had to stand up with my cock straight out and try to bend. So being the disgrace I know I am, I returned home with Tanya.All seemed well for a few weeks, mainly because Brian had taken a holiday – I later discovered that it was his idea to be out of the way and he acted considerately out of sympathy for me. When he returned home, tension rose again. Tanya’s visits to him recommenced, as we had discussed. This time, there was no pretence of delivering shopping. She would make herself up, dress up seductively and calmly walk around. Soon, she even stayed. Alisha came back in front of the camera, “Colin, I know we will be back home when you see this……I hope you aren’t upset with me, but I just had to do him once more. I just want you to know that I love YOU and only you. The extramarital sex is nothing but pleasure, I feel nothing for the men that give me this pleasure. The pleasure you give me means the world to me and is not just fucking, but making love, the love I feel for you. Please don’t be mad at me………just remember I am in love with.