40AM from Kalyan to Pune, I happen to board that, as it was the first train towards pune during the morning, as usual there was a lot of rush. I kept ...y bag and stood in the aisle and was getting frustrated with the frequent people walking from one end to another. Right in front of me was a lady may be around 33/34 yrs, she was a bit on the bulky side but well maintained, she was standing with her daughter and her husband. Due to the frequent people walking…. She happen to come near me, I was. ‘I’m planning something,’ she said. ‘Please try to wait. I’ll be as quick as I can.’ She motioned me towards the front room, then stumbled off kitchenwards, apparently unconcerned by the great globs of white spunk trickling down her legs. I slumped on a chair and idly watched the television news (we were in for a heatwave, apparently) while sounds of food preparation issued from the kitchen. Wendy, wearing a few clothes now and moving more normally, but still with an expression of radiant. Can they feel me? I was already starting to be overwhelmed with emotion. These motes that had invaded my head, they were my babies! I was flooded with love, tears were in my eyes. My arms tightened a bit around Dee Dee’s waist. I didn’t want to hurt her. I didn’t want to hurt them. I wanted to hold all three of them to my heart forever. I felt their response! They knew what it was to be loved. They were content. And slowly I felt them leave me. They were going back to sleep happy. Deirdre was. Tell me about it."Well, he did look serious, and I certainly knew him to be trustworthy, so I did as he said, briefly, but honest about the way that scene had me captivated. "You say it doesn't actually arouse you?" he finally asked. The one thing I had left out was the feelings I'd started to notice and I guess knowing I'd kept quiet about that made me mute at that moment. "You're having trouble telling me this, aren't you?" he said."I guess so."Then he said, "Have you talked to Theresa? This.