Doc motioned me over and teld me: "Hey, buttercup, take my cock in your hand and rub it against your wife's clit."Then he gave me a big smile. He love... it when I am told to do something regarding his black cock and my own wife's white pussy. Its like he is exhibiting his power over me. Him making me handle his cock or cleaning off his cock with my mouth or even sucking his black cock to get him hard has absolutely nothing with being gay on either one of our parts. I know I am not and I believe. It was a magic night. I had no more secrets. I was just me. I felt alive.I was on top of the world. I had a chance to talk to my boss briefly andtold him I made an appointment with a therapist. He said that counselingwas covered by our insurance. I asked if I could start going by AnnikaSwensen at work even if my paycheck said John Marsh. He nodded and smiledand gave me hug before he went. The girls from work were just awesome andthey all gave me hugs and we planned a "girls only" lunch for. At the coaching while studying I came to realize that I had left the computer on and prayed that Usha(maid) would not watch the thing and I would be able to reach home and switch off the system. After the coaching I rushed to home to switch the system off. Usha had just finished her surfing and had turned off the screen again it was before. I reached home and went to the room and found the screen to be off. As it was day time and Usha would come at any moment to the room I switched off the. The mystery cock got harder as i stroked it. I know he wanted me to put it in my mouth was i wasn't sure that i could do it or that i would really know how to adequately suck on a big cock (it was bigger than mine!) Its hard for me to describe to you how incredibly turned on i was. I continued to stroke my cock while playing with another man's meat. I really wanted that fucker in my mouth. I wanted to suck it as hard as i could, feeling the thick veins on the inside of my cheeks, on my tongue,.