Crystal, nude, brings them beer; each one of them has a riding crop handy, to encourage her to be speedy. While they soak, talk and drink, she kneels ...n the deck by the tub, submissively. We undress and get started with dinner.Yukiko is not here yet; I wonder if she is having second thoughts. She is deeply masochistic but some of the things they have done to us, with our full consent, are quite extreme. What used to be my clit is still sore where it was burned off. I sigh deeply as I remember. There was Cassy, standing in all her gloriousness above me. She smiled with such relief in her eyes as she watched mine open. All of a sudden she was crying and hugging me. I didn’t know what I had done to her to make her cry, but all I wanted was to make it better. I hugged her back. Then it hit me. I was hugging her back. She was hugging me and I was hugging her back. Never had I imagined something like this. I think I was in shock again. When she calmed down she lifted the trance with her. I hadn't realized how many people had been affected by our disappearance and the strange look and behavior of Suzi during the first week of school. If Brad and John hadn't gotten the nerve up to go see my mom, a lot of my friends would have been constantly worried that they would be next to disappear or something.While everyone had gotten over all that and were genuinely happy to see me again, I could feel their concern to stay... uninvolved with me. Even though most people didn't know about my. Patience. It’s still only evening, afterall. Slow, at first, but deep. A gently rocking of my hips, my fingers playing against your skin again. I love feeling you. Just skin touching skin. Love sleeping naked with you, love showering with you, love holding your hand, and feeling your lips touching mine. But I especially love when your eyes roll into the back of your head and you moan my name. Not sure if it’s like permission, or a plea, but it works either way. Now, I am not slow. I am not.