“I am sorry Mary, that was a knee jerk reaction. Yes, if you feel we need to talk about this I would love to. Can we do something though? Can you la... out a point or two for me to consider and then we have this conversation tomorrow before bed? I need to get in the right headspace since this is a pretty important topic.” I replied calmly.The tension she had been carrying all night seemed to drain out of her. She gave me a huge grin and a nice kiss.“Thank you so much James, I can’t tell you how. ”He sat quietly and sipped at his scotch for a minute.“You were very lucky, but you have good instincts too, that is clear. Skills we can teach a man but instincts, well, you can learn them, but it takes a long and sometimes painful time. Tell me, would you have shot them?”“The guys in the hotel room? Hell yes! I almost shot Charlotte! I was already lined up on her chest and was pulling the trigger when I realized they were yelling ‘Clear’. How I didn’t, I’ll never know.”McDonnagh grinned at me. They were beautiful, but it was the costumes that held a fascination for me.After living in Vegas for a while, I’d collected quite a few cocktail umbrellas. My obsession with those waitress outfits also continued. It eventually culminated in announcing my life's ambition to my parents. I was going to be a cocktail waitress in a casino when I grew up.My father wanted to retire and settle in Las Vegas, but after my announcement, my mother would have none of it. No child of hers was going to. I’d often spank her and grab her hair while riding her, too, along with my usual curses. When it got intense, I grabbed her waist and pulled her into me with each thrust, and sometimes I used her shoulders to do the same.She bought a fitness ball too, and we used it a lot as well. She lay on top of it with her stomach, balancing with her hands in front of her. I’d hold on to her legs and enter her from behind. I’d several times sitting on the ball, naked, and she’d use it for warming up: for.