It was only a matter of time before she had to let go. And then what? She had always feared pain and death. She had told herself that everything happe...ed for a reason, and that no one ever truly died. But how could she be sure?Her lungs were about to explode. She knew that it would kill her, but she just couldn't help it! She opened her mouth and breathed in, desperate for air. Cold water filled her lungs. She coughed, only swallowing more water. What could se do? Nothing! She was so angry and. I tried to stall, ‘I don’t pity you Diane, I do like you, but more like a sister than a date. I don’t want to hurt you and let you think I wanted to be your boyfriend.’ ‘Oh come on, try a little incest then. Be my big brother, take my cherry, and plant a bastard in me as if you want to. If you say no I will probably have to pay a bum to do the job. I promise I’ll leave you alone after I’m pregnant and you’ll never have to see me again.’ I really didn’t have much choice, ‘when?’ ‘This is as good. I mean most red-blooded males would take the boost.“Barnim, I have a couple of questions. Why do you want that weight and what is the metabolism change going to accomplish? Plus, the other changes make no sense.”“Well, as far as the weight, I figure it’s about what would be right for my body frame and the metabolism change will help me maintain it. The other changes are so I can bring about the future I always dreamed of. And the last one is just a guy thing.”“Ok. I’ll take this to the council. The doorbell rang, and she let in her girlfriend Maxine, Steve herboyfriend, and a man whom I didn't know.Cynthia came over and stood over me while I tried to avoid everyone'seyes, and nudged me with her foot to look up at her."You know sissy, if you had told me about yourself when I met you, wewould not be in this situation now. I would not have become engaged toyou, and we might even have become close girlfriends. Now I'membarrassed to even know you, and everyone you know is going to seethese.