I would find rejection from those that loved me, and that it would be my own determined spirit that would ultimately reap the reward of total self- ac...eptance. It was at that moment that I knew Deanna was real but that it would take a long time for the two spirits to become one.We talked for a long time about a number of issues, some important at the time, some not important any longer.Then after a period of brief silence Deanna looked at me and said the words that I knew she would say, and. As Gina continued, she ran her foot down his chest and over his balls, flicking the steel ring with her toes. Nicky started to get hard and flinched. "I bet you are wondering what THIS is" she said as she flicked the steel ring again for emphasis. “Well, this is my insurance policy. You see Nicky, it was fortuitous for me that you picked the wrong house, as I was getting a bit lonely here." "I have exotic tastes Nicky, and you are going to be quite the amusement for me. I am rich, as you. “Was that your wife being felt up by a couple of guys?” he asked “Yes!” I almost shouted. “Where is she?” “You looked like you were really enjoying the show.” he commented. Although embarrassed, I just answered with a “Yeah, I was” because I was more interested in her whereabouts than my embarrassment at the time; “ But where is she?” “She OK man, I told the guys to take her into the back room. Can’t be having no sex show here in the restaurant. Just go on through there; it’s the door on. Samantha got up and turned on the lights, saying she loved it bright in her apartment. I was glad, giving me a perfect view of the contours of her naked body. We laid exhausted in each other's arms cuddling and kissing. I looked at her and sadly told her I must be going home since we both had work in the morning.She understood and said what I was thinking. "I wish you could spend the night." I teared up, my tears mixing with her nectar on my messy cheeks. We hugged tightly and felt each other.