Julie slumped down onto the bed next to me and started crying into her hands. She cried and cried while my heart ached for her. I still didn’t dare ...ay a word but inside I just wanted to hold her and console her. "Listen, I'm sorry. I got a little out of control there. I never planned on doing that to you. I just know that your going to break up with me before I go home today... And I don't know... I just wanted to take control of the situation and everything so that's why I did this. I wanted. He got behind the wheel and pulled away from thecurb while he started down the side streets that lead to the interstatehighway as he began his 18 hour drive home.As George drove, he occasionally reminded himself not to speed as hedid not want to have to explain his situation to any police officers.George tried to keep his mind off such negative thoughts though byputting on the radio to listen to the pop songs that he knew that manygirls in his office liked. George had long enjoyed the disposal. "Sipping her coffee she carried on. "Anyway one the first selfimprovement day trips she took me on was to the V&A to see an exhibitionof Charles Worth's dresses and ball gowns. I knew nothing about fashionhistory at the time but AE was really enthusiastic about the subject andwas animatedly telling me how much work went into each dress. I made aquip that she should write a book she told me that she had thought aboutand even did a vintage dressmaking course after she retired to learnabout. Jack and her agreed before they had children that all the money they could manage would go to keeping the children happy. Christmas was the one time of year where they felt it was their right to indulge themselves as well as the children. It wouldn't be much. Carrie knew that two or three bras, a couple bikinis or a G-string, maybe a teddy or a camisole set would be it. The rest of the money would be spent on the children.Jack didn't worry about removing the white bra. He just slid his fingers.