Lots of sheer, silk, and lace. Never without eye makeup...perfection...Much of where my dressing style comes from. I always really admired the way sh... dressed and it was a great inspiration for my crossdressing. So when they went away, I felt nervous the first day being in their house with no one around. I did everything they asked of me. I still had hours before my parents were home from work so I explored her laundry room. Where a found a pair of purple thong panties. They smelled like her. I could hardly hear what he was saying. I just couldn’t believe my eyes!“Best man! Bastard showed me who the best man was. Get out of that dress you’re not fit to be in white. Tart!”I fumbled with the pearl buttons high behind my neck and eventually the dress ended in a white heap around my feet. But my eyes never left the darkening head which was now fully exposed, freed from his foreskin.“I suppose your knickers just fell off!” I tried belatedly to cover my short pubic triangle. Shit they. I then followed with his boxers. I had just seen his dick be he was also keen to see mine. As we were now getting slightly cold, we simultaneously decided to go under the covers, so we lifted them up and kept our heads on the pillow. When we were under, Kai took off my boxers and threw them out of the bed, so we were not there completely naked. He lifted up the quilt and looked down at my now fully hard cock. He said Wow. Ive been wanting to see that for a long time. And thats not all. What do. I grew up in an era when homosexuality was not at all accepted in society and most homos and queers were very closeted.I did the normal things, i.e. dated girls, attended proms, and dances. My secret was safe, or so I thought. But during my senior year in High School my parents threw a big 18th birthday party for me. At the party, was a friend of my dad, a Mr. Rothstein. Mr. Rothstein managed to corner me in the library and make me to suck his cock. He said if I didn’t suck him off he would.