”“How so?”“I don’t want to lose Ellen. What if it’s just a rationalization to do something I desperately want to do anyway?”“Losing pe...spective is a problem. When that happens, it’s better to let the matter sit for a while. Then later, you can look at it again with fresh eyes. Unfortunately, it doesn’t look like you have the luxury of time.”“I’m so fucked here.”“But you’re not alone. You have people here who can help you. You can take my advice if you want to. If you’re still undecided, check. It is more for the person needing to forgive, I've been told. It cleanses them and helps them to get on with their life, but I think in this case it would heal both of us. I wasn't completely there, but I knew I would be.Over the phone Janet asked, "Clifford, can you get off work early?"I said, "I could but why?She explained that the other night had worn off, probably because of what we had discussed, and she was feeling very anxious. She needed another dose.I was hoping no one else was. But don't you worry, Scott can get it inside you. You'll see."This was my wife talking. Now I wasn't totally sure exactly how far she'd planned on this to go between Sarai and me but now I was getting a better idea."Take your top off and let Scott see your perfect titties, Sarai."She did just as her aunt asked and my eyes were presented with a pair of stunning breasts. They were perfect cones, each tipped with a small brown nipple, hard and erect, which stood straight out from her chest and I. When I was about ten years of age I got fucked for the first time by a friend of the same age. I don't know where he got the idea from but it felt very nice although there were minor complications.In my teens a male friend and I used to have wanking races in his bedroom. We used to suck each other but not to orgasm so I never knowingly swallowed his cum.Around about that time I lost my anal virginity in total to a Gay guy who was about thirty years older, then I became involved in his parties.