At swiming pool i meet a beautifull arab man, Hamed, and fall in love...after two weeks he said "Are you ready to make a challenge for prove your love...for me ?" i am answer "all you want !" He said : "OK, next week date with me at enter swimingpool with a bag hig shoes and swimsuit one piece blue very desnude", next week Hamed bring me in Caire city underground zone, we walking on "souk market" and streching street where only old and ugly arab men look at me with a vicious regard, fortunally. ? To maamu bole beti abhi ye itni jaldi nahi jhadega ab tumko main doosre style me chodunga aao tum mere land par baith jaao main unke tane hue land par apne pair daay…baay karke baith gayi kuch der to maamu aise hi araam ..araam se meri choochiyan chooste hue dabaate hue apna land andar bahar karne lage aur main fir se garma gayi thi to apne chutad ko uchaalne lagi magar tab hi maamu ne achanak mujhe ulti taraf jhatka de diya yaani ki zameen ki taraf meri peeth poori tarah se mud gayi thi aur. .." he began, but stopped short, embarrassed to express his feelings to a near stranger. "If you are all right, perhaps I'd better go." No, please stay," she replied. "The truth is, I would welcome company. Besides, it seems the storm has already arrived."For a brief moment their eyes met, then both looked away trying to deny the feelings which were so clearly present."Please sit. I will make tea," she smiled demurely, then moved lithely to the kitchen."Your home is lovely," he. .”I picked up the bottle and hit him with it hard, and then I hit him again and again and again. And then a couple of guys were pulling me away from him.I was trying my damnedest to kill him. The judge, as it turned out, believed me. I was being sent back to serve out my entire sentence and no parole possible this time. Twelve more years. Fuck!Well, I got the treatment of a true veteran upon my return. Instead of a week’s orientation, it took just one day. And then I was back in the exact same.