They use mothers and babies as human shields. Younever know when one of them will snipe at you from behind a woman, or fromthe other side of a closed...door."But Trevor Lawrence was not to be discouraged. He wanted an interview withan insurgent and he wanted it badly. He wanted the hatred to spew out ofone of them in his own words. He especially wanted the bastard to claimthat it was the will of Allah. It was his intention to show the world thatthey were not soldiers of Allah or freedom. I ended up sitting at the bar, nursing a glass ofwine, for almost an hour before attracting anyone's attention. That is,any woman's attention. I had a few guys offer to buy me a drink. Onlyone of them seemed earnest. The other two were probably chasers andwouldn't acknowledge my existence outside this bar.Finally Jessica, a friend and fellow trans woman sat down next to me.(Have you noticed that there doesn't seem to be a feminine equivalent to'fellow' in the English language? It's supposed to. We pulled out the stuff we were leaving behind and Donald put it in the tote with the rest of his stuff, making a tight fit now.“The last tote’s easy,” Donald said. “It’s just machines and attachments. Take it.” He opened the lid to show us a trio of gear boxes with a piston sticking out of one end. The rest of the tote was dominated by boxes of dildos that slid onto the pistons. “I’ve got no use for it.”“You don’t want to hold onto one of them in case your new Mistress always wanted one?” I. " Ilaughed. "I want to be a wife a... again but I want to understand theproblem. I don't want to be hurt... I don't want to do anything thatmight injure me. Do you understand? Do you agree?"He agreed and we saw the doctor the following week. The doctor examinedme, pronounced me normal -- for a fifty-five year old woman -- andexplained that the body provides less to no internal natural lubricationas one ages. The doctor also told me that for desire a woman needs traceamounts of testosterone.