. as her!One November Saturday, I sent the boys off to the Science Museum with their father, and I went over to Nicki's, my heart pounding because I h...d made up my mind it was going to be today. My body had been telling me the time was right for a couple of weeks. My lover let me in and kissed me tenderly."How do you feel?" She asked."I feel good... I feel ready," I confirmed, nodding firmly.I knew this was quite a big step, and I was glad Nicki had made me wait until now.We went to the. ’ ‘Alright.’ I went inside to change quickly into jeans, white tank top with a long sleeve plaid shirt over it. Pulled my hair quickly out of the bun and up into a ponytail. Gathered up my bag and headed outside to meet Ben. ‘All set then,’ he said reaching his hand down to help me to get on behind him. ‘Yes, all set,’ I said as I held on to his hand and pulled myself up in the saddle behind him. We headed off to the main entrance, my arms holding on to Ben so tight that I was sure I could feel. Thanks Grandpa. Thanks, Eve. And Grandpa?" Ummm hummm." Go ahead and try wearing a bra. It's a lot of fun, you may learn to like it."Friday, July 26Oh Lord! Chuck asked me for a date! What am I going to do? Chuck is a nice guy but I don't want to date him. I have a steady girl, but I can't tell him that! How the devil do you turn down a guy when you don't want to date him? I mean, without hurting him. Mother never taught me this kind of stuff, and I sure couldn't ask my sister. Mary Ann would. As I came through the laundry room I came face to face with Kevin. He gave me this creepy look and smiled saying "oh yeah now I have you and before I had time to react he had his hands on my arms pushing me down on the floor. I was wearing a mini dress and unfortunately my panties and bra were in my purse because I didn't have time to put them back on after fucking my date and having to get home before it got too late.His hand went right up my dress, at the same time he pushed himself between.