After a few minutes of him allowing me to control things he took over with both hands on my head picking up the pace. He told me to look up at him a...d he said put your hands behind your back and keep them there. He then pushed in deep and afer he got 4 inches in he told me to stick my tongue out so I can take it deeper. As soon as I did he shoved another 2 inches in and I immediately gagged and pulled back. He did this three more times however on the time he did not pull back and forced. I wore my panties and pantyhose under my normal clothes and changed when I got there. I walked out of the bathroom when I was done changing and he had me kneel in front of his sofa where he bound my wrists with rope that was tied behind the sofa. He then took out a riding crop and started to spank me with that until he got my ass bare. Then he spanked me some more with the crop then started with a paddle (was a ping pong paddle but it worked) After switching back and forth between the two he. The best we can do is come as close as possible, and to enjoy what we can get from the experience. If more go into it with that attitude, it's likely to be a great event.My fantasy may never be able to be fulfilled because of its public aspects, however there may be ways to work around it, not sure yet how. A brief sketch for now [Obviously I got into it so it's pretty much fully detailed except for dialogue, you can make up your own ;-]:I'm at a window looking in at a couple having really hot. She was a little heavy, but sweet and always helpful. Cooked the best cheesecake in Chicago. Mark was going to have a real problem finding a good replacement for her. But with 15 women for every man in Chicago, it probably would not be too long.“Helen Gester, 219-73-2215.” And sweet blonde hair at both ends. Dave and Margaret had partied with Helen and Mark a few times.“Okay, I’ve got her. Almost past selection. We have a bunch of those. Looks like pet food to me, given her age and all. We can.