I had to bite my tongue to keep from spilling the beans. I was quite proud of myself when the fateful day arrived, one day before she was to turn 15. ...im came to me in my study jabbering that there was a big truck with a stock trailer in the barnyard out back. I made like I didn't believe her and told her to not make up stories. She stomped her foot and growled at me.She grabbed my arm and dragged me out the back door. Sure enough there it was. I told Kim to run inside and get her mother. When. . what is it?" "An explanation." "That's it? An explanation?" "You might be grateful that I'm giving you that... it's more than I provide most of my customers." I nodded, chastened. "Okay, then," I said, taking a deep breath. "Why did I change back? More than anything, I wanted the transformation to be permanent!" "I know that." "You did? Then why did you do this?" I pleaded, pointing at my once-again male body. "Because you went about it the wrong way... the dishonest way." "But all the. I had a smirk as I thought why that might be. My Mum had a distinct spring in her step too despite the drinking last night. I wanted to talk about what had happened to me but couldn't think of a way without dropping her friend right in it.I decided that I couldn't bring up the subject directly with Mum but I was pretty sure that she preferred girls to men, if indeed she was not an actual lesbian. After last night I wasn't too sure about my own sexuality either. I hadn't given it too much. Thoughts of Janelle also flashed through Sue's mind, which were enough to attract Janelle's spirit and let her know the thoughts which were circulating in Sue's head.Janelle recognized most of the ideas from Sue, but wanted to add more of what she had learned to them. She wanted to help Sue understand, somehow, what she had learned as a spirit, feeling other's love and passion. To convey to Sue the complete information which Janelle had acquired, she required the male viewpoint; Janelle might.