We had started the day with tennis and everything just felt good andproductive. Jim was busy away laying carpet tiles and I was arranging thingsthe w...y I liked. Jim had on his coveralls with his name on it. I had myhair up in a tie and had on one of Jim’s shirts as a smock, with thongsWell, it was like afternoon and ding-dong. I’ll get it. So I go to the doorand here is this tall— at least 6-4 —goodlooking guy in a service uniform.Checked the name and address,. " I started crying. "Let it out. That’s it." I couldn’t stop crying. I wasn’t gonna last long here. I was weak. "I will show you strength, power, knowledge, and control." "Promise me?" I uttered out through sobs." "Promise me youll make me stronger. To help me?" "I promise G. on my life." When we awoke the next day we headed out. I was taken to a place called the stream of lee. An old battleground where warriors went to train. And there we trained for a full lunar cycle. I learned how to fight,. .no horrible damage done and i knew then my back looked the same way. The mind is a horrible thing at times. It can make you think the worst has happened when in reality you are fine. Miss Sarah continued whipping my chest and arms and the molten lava spread like a wildfire engulfing me and bringing me into a place most call "sub space". However this is a place i prefer not to be in as to me it is not right. If i wanted to escape to never never land i would not play like i do. I feel this. " OK. Would you try and explain to me what went through your head when you decided to seduce a 14 year old that just happened to be my best friend. I'm not sure you can even imagine the insult and humiliation that I feel. God, just thinking what a laugh he must had every time after he told me what he was doing with you. It makes me want to slam my head against the wall. Had I seen you with an adult man I would have been only too glad that you found release for your needs, but a 14 year old.