I never saw her again, so I'll never know why she left.Beyond those two relationships, I was pretty much random dating, and not very intensely either....My mother knew how upset I was at losing Terri because I had told her pretty much everything about us. She didn't seem to be as concerned for me as I expected. She was sure there would be someone out there for me somewhere, but it would be up to me to seek them out. She implied there was something lacking in the way I described the. I thought of the excitement I just enjoyed with her bent over. I ask if she wanted to go back in the wash room again. She turned around and smiled at me. You liked that didnt you? I smiled and said yes. She said honey you come in the bed room and let me take care of you. In the bed room she sat on the side of the bed and ask me to remove my pants. She dropped the house dress straps and pulled below those swinging breast. I had one in each hand while she sucked my cock. The best feeling I had in. Alice told us to give them a try, she gets to suck them all the time. So we did, Jen didn’t waste time and had her lips wrapped around the stick. I thought I start off slow and lick the sides and play with his head. Alice was playing with both of us squeezing a tit here and there, grabbing our asses or playing with our pussies. Every once in a while I would cum off the cock and kiss. This went in for some time until Jen spoke up, ‘I want a cock in me now.’ All of agreed and got out of the water. I would dress up and get into bed at night and wank my self silly, fantasising that I was a woman and men wanted to fuck me. But it took a couple of years for me to pick up the courage to go out wearing undies and show myself to men.When 18 years old I went out one night with my undies on underneath my normal man-wear. I went to public toilets where I knew it would be safe and where men would be looking for sex. My problem was, how do I take the plunge by exposing myself and seeing what.