I ordered a bottle of water than the waitress asked if she wanted one too. She softly yelled “Yesss !!!” the waitress looked a little surprised an... I fast replied “It is too hot and she cant take the heat”. As the waitress left I looked under the table and there was a pool already … yes she came and lost the game. I was so exited that I forgot that I have a vibe inside me and I jumped up the chair and yelled “YES !!! I’ve WON !!!” and than it suddenly hit me … I started to have orgasms and the. I came because I was HER,totally HER.Another month or so went by. By now I had a fake ID as Christine, and Iwent out publicly as a woman often, although I took care to venture outin a town about 30 miles away as to not get caught. I had the properbody, hair and makeup! I had her habits and mannerisms, and I wasfeeling great, about my effort and progress. I even signed for packagesand other orders daily as Christine and loved it. All of my efforts cameto a screeching halt when I saw a Facebook. While Sid was taking advantage, tried to put his cock deeper in her throat. She had no choice but to let him in.Ritu moved her hands from Sides of Ankur’s waist to his front and lower to his dick.She rubbed his dick on her ass crack. He stood up straight. Still holding her from her waist. And lifted her about 6-10 inches off the ground. He was taller than her and for his dick to reach her pussy she had to be lifted.Ritu immediately held Sid’s waist for support. Another chance for Sid to go. It was, faggot this, and queer that - or pussy, bitch, sissy, punk! Those pejoratives became instilled in me as adjectives never to be aimed at me and to be avoided at all costs.Naturally, when you are born male, but your body, your nature, exposes you as suspect, you will occasionally have these epithets aimed your way. Your job is to - violently if necessary - reject them. This becomes more difficult after puberty, when your physical appearance fails to keep pace with most of your male.