Come back! I was so--- so..." Bad Baby!" Marie snapped. "Babies don't talk!" That's right!" Bobbi affirmed. "No more talking from the Baby!" Oh, but I...--" That was all I got out before three determined girlsdragged me over to the couch by my bound arms, sat down side by side,and hauled me up on their laps, face down!"Girls!" I sputtered. "Don't -don't! I ------"With a smooth motion, Marie, who was closest to my head, wriggled out ofher panties and shoved them deep into my mouth!"Now maybe we. . It’s like she controls him. Jacque’s okay, but he’s definitely not you, even if he sort of looks like you. But it’s like Rachel is ... I don’t know. I’m like one of her groupies. Like she wants Eddie to think of me as just another groupie. Even when you join us, she’s always in between. Like she controls things. Like she has to have a piece of you, despite me. I sort of hate her. And Eddie ... I think I’m losing him, Joe.”Joe sighed. “I thought it would be different. Because it had been with. " No problem. Did you fix us lunch? I know we just ate but I am starving."Sue giggled at Zoe's joke and said, "Help me to the kitchen. My legs feel like linguini. Lunch is already on the table."They padded into the kitchen naked and after their soup and sandwich they brewed a pot of coffee.Between sips Sue said, "Zoe, I want to apologize for not attacking your naked body sooner. It will never take that long again." Well I should hope not. My tits cried every time we were together and you did. You used to love to read his journals. Even after he died, or maybe especially then. He was a lot like you. Except I let him go. I’m letting you live. Find his words and find your next step.Quickly, Mouse.Delete this.” My eyes burned with tears. I felt the hair on my arms rise, warmth fill my soul, and everything softened. Everything I’d felt my entire life wasn’t a lie. I knew her the whole time. She loved me. ** If I learned nothing else from Aunt Cici, I vowed to learn to.