I am WAY WAY more sexed up! Daddy gave me another present but he didn't know it. He is a porn junkie when Mom isn't around. He goes to video sites a...d jacks off to videos of men sucking other men and women cumming on toys and machines. Problem is he leaves himself signed in and I can log in to see it ALL! So I learned more about sex and how to suck a cock from the videos. And other things that will come true soon.I still sucked my bf's cock every couple of weeks but it lost the thrill for. “She lives and her heart breaks. But unlike you, she knows not why she grieves.”Sibilius started to say, “I know why I grieve...”Turning Sibilius toward her with both hands on his shoulders, Eliannai stared intently into his eyes. “Look into my mind, my Father, and see the truth of what I say. Do you remember these words, Father?”‘When my captain and my love are gone from me, she will not remember. When my captain and my love are gone from me, make me forget, so that I may continue.... That would keep him too busy to bother me. I was really starting to feel lonely. I wanted Rob's arms around me so much. It was getting more difficult everyday going to bed without him. Even Christy started to notice the change in me. It was our normal Tuesday lunch when she said something about it."Are you doing Ok Mel? You seem distant today." I've been feeling lonely is all. I want Rob to hold me so bad, but yet I feel he still needs to be punished." You better be careful Mel. If you keep the. " Are you... ?" Margaret trailed off but leaving the question out there."I'm not going to answer that. First, it's none of your business. Second, if we were and I am not admitting to anything, but if we were, it would be disrespectful to her to say so."Margaret sat back in her chair and looked at her son. Most seventeen-year-old boys would either want to brag about a sexual conquest or deny it out right to their mothers. David did neither. "Maybe his vision story is true," she thought. "That.